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8/19/2018 at 3:54 PM
More of a question and a suggestion. The question is, have you any studying of meditation, both buddist meditation as well as TM? The suggestion is, the study of both these types of meditation can bring the understanding of many things related to life, it takes time, and dedication, but can be very rewarding in many ways, and may provide some answers to what you are looking for.