Discussions

At this time of year there are so many activities going on in those (some of them)massive buildings most of with so much history, controvsary, rules, regulations,ect!also, of course with a lot of beauty and good qualities as well.  
 
Frankly I really don't feel like stepping into one anymore, even though I feel I am deeply rooted in my faith.  
 
Why? I don't feel I am able to have enough personal freedom! The space which is given people who attend is much to limited if u ask me. So yeah, mainly rules, silly rules and expectations turn me off!  
 
And I've tried! But I am tired. Tired of it all, relieved that all the yucky experiences could be over, and i just don't have to go!!  
 
And why have I gone thru all the years of trying? Cuz I grew up in a very religious fam as did my partner, so it's always felt 'wrong' not to go.  
 
So why do you go? or why don't you go?  
 
I want to hear from other individuals who can relate. What's your take? and if other individuals feel like this is the opportunity to 'convert me' please don't waste your time.lol.