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So I ( less than a month ago ) found out I am pregnant. Seven months pregnant now. The father is not going to be involved at any point because he was an abusive man at the time and I don't want him in either mine or the Baby's life.  
Now I have my family support. None are overly excited because of who the father is and the fact that I am 18. However my Mom and Step Dad are always there to help if I need it and I will be moving back into their house in a few months.  
 
Here is why I am down. I go to the Doctors appointments alone ( Everyone has plans or their own lifes to attend to ). I am single. And I don't have a large amount of friends in the city because when I was in High School it was hard to make good friends that didn't do drugs or so on. So although I am not alone I am really beginning to feel so.  
 
Now I don't want to sound completely dependant on others. But I feel looked down on sometimes because I am not 25 and married with a life plan. Now this is was not my ideal plan either. I have goals ( which will still be met ). And I too wish the father was someone else. But this has happend. And in three months I will have a baby boy or girl. Inside I am very excited. Nervous of course but excited ! There is nothing I can do to change the past. But I feel wrong to let the excitement show.  
 
So tonight I sit here wondering if there is something I can or should do to fix why I feel depressed. And if anyone knows a way I can meet some decent friends or people who won't judge me please share !!