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Over the past few months I have been dealing with these really strange coincidences, I get this gut feeling something bad is going to happen to me. I have over heard conversations about my demise. I've tried telling family and friends but they don't believe me. I've even tried the cops and they don't believe me. I feel I could disappear any day now am scared for my life. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have a lot of proof other than overhearing conversations. Suggestions anyone?

Did some things that I'm terribly sorry and embarrassed about. I have issues and am not right. I feel so, so bad I made these mistakes while not clear minded. I believe that these people after me are in retaliation to my horrible actions.

Sounds like you are living with guilt and a conscience, maybe a good thing, maybe not.  
My only bit of information I could offer would be find one person you know you can trust, and document names, dates, conversations and events that make you feel this way. Keep a daily log and present it to your trusted friend every day for them to keep. If something does happen to you it gives a starting point.  
Life can be made difficult by the choices we make, hope everything works itself out.

Make an appointment with your family dr and he or she can direct you to someone who can help you.

Depending on your actions might be best to own up and tell the police if it's illegal just suffer the consequences and ask for protection. I'm thinking there's a lot more to this then what's being explained

Please call or see someone at the 7th Street Access Center. They have a lot of resources and are open today at 11:00 am - 204-578-4800  
 
http://www.pmh-mb.ca/index.php/7th-street-health-access-centre  
 
Good Luck!

I'll try to document and get some proof but I'm 100% sure that I will end up going missing tonight. I've already called my mental health nurse and the crisis prevention. I know I'm not making this stuff up in my head.  
I feel crazy when people don't believe me, but I need to somehow find a way to make people believe me!

Guilty conscience is destroying me. I feel absolutely terrible about it. I have mental health issues which I'm not making excuses, but am trying to get this under control while dealing with this fact that I'm on the run.

Not sure about your family situation, but with my children it was always a situation that if you ran into a situation that was to big for you to handle, home was always home, even if there were bad feelings between us.  
When two people bring another life into the world I don't believe that a parents responsibility ends with a certain date on a calandar.

I can't really ask any family because of religious reasons my parents have. I know that for a fact something is going to happen to me. I just wish someone would believe me. I did some Terrible things but I don't think I deserve to be killed over it. I wish I could make it right and apologize but I was so high on drugs I don't really remember who I did it to.

Brenda said "Please call or see someone at the 7th Street Access Center. They have a lot of resources and are open today at 11:00 am - 204-578-4800     http://www.pmh-mb.ca/index.php/7th-street-health-access-centre     Good Luck! "

Agree with Brenda. You asked who you could go to and the Acccess Centre would be a great place to start.

I called them and am going there for assistance. Thx

Good to know thx

Couchfork said "I called them and am going there for assistance. Thx "

Best wishes, be safe!

Hope everything works out for you. Wishing you a much brighter future!

If you did something for which the police would be interested in talking to you about, (which probably means facing consequences for your actions) the best thing to do is likely turn yourself in to BPS or RCMP, whichever is appropriate for your location or the jurisdiction of your action.  
 
Hard to accept, but holding at BPS might be the safest place for you if a threat is imminent.  
 
But don't play the police, they won't appreciate being toyed with. Be open and transparent.

Are very common with mental health issues.  
Great job reaching out to the resources you have.  
And for contacting the 7th Street Resource Centre.  
It will get better.

Reach out to Christ in prayer. He helps them who cannot help themselves (contrary to popular belief).  
 
Trust me. Happened to me in the lowest moment of my depression.  
 
Take this with grain of salt... or sugar. Your choice. Lots of love from an eBrandon friend.  

How did everything turn out?

I was wondering the same thing. I hope that everything turns out on the upside for this person.

I’ve been wondering how you are as well. I hope you were able to sort things out!