Anybody else gotta admit that pretending everything is okay, simply isn't working?
I do! It's driving me insane not having a job! It's like I had so much good faith at employers contacting me back. Yet: not so much have done so! I have had so much patience in the past while waiting and waiting!
So, maybe realizing I shouldn't of quit my last job was a lesson learned.
Sucks to admit, but I been here before. Admitting it is the step to a healing process. Trust me: its unmanly for a young guy with a strong back to be letting it go to waste. I could be hanging drywall for all I care. It won't hurt me! It'll make me feel happy hurting my back lifting drywall and jackhammering basements. I don't care, I'd go deaf for the sake of making money.
Feels like a terrible sin to not have a job and money! No $$$= polluted soul for me.
Edited by Hman33, 2009-12-09 14:34:34