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So I haven't been posting much lately because I have been extremely busy and occupied. I finally got that job that I had been waiting for (and desperately needed). After my husband's lay-off, the Avon fiasco and Christmas for the boys ..... I started a job last week. I gave it my all and figured that finally get back into things. I worked hard, budgeted carefully and then WHAM! I go to work today and doors are locked and owner is not answering his phone. AT ALL. Without bad mouthing the company in detail, it is safe to assume he has likely abandoned it. I know from experience how hard that move can be on ALL parties involved, but when you are trying to repairing life it is just devastating. I have struggled for years now and have tried so hard to become financially independent from assistance and such.  
 
So now I am broken, devestated, disappointed and now desperate. I have no idea what the right answer or plan is in life anymore because what I am doing seems to be failing miserably and repeatedly.  
 
I know. What does this have to do with you all? Likely nothing, but it lets me vent and pour out my heart. Sorry.