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im feeling pretty dissapointed.... it seems no matter how hard i try to exercice, eat properly and drink only water i still cant seem to loose the wieght my doctor tells me i need to. i dont have diabetes, thyroid or anything that i know of that would stop me from loosing wieght. i know i need new clothes soon but i hate going shopping for them. i cant seem to find any place with clothes i like for bbw and it was worse when i went to winnipeg and there was nothing in polo park . they either are to old looking for my age or it makes me look even bigger than i am . its got me so frustrated and wanting to give up even trying. my husband doesnt seem to understand that theres no junk food in the house because if its there im pretty weak willed and will eat it even if i shouldnt. it seems like he doest want me to loose the wieght cause everyday hes bringing home chips,take out foods, chocholate and ice cream pop and giving it to me. ive told him numerous times i dont want any but he keeps doing it!! ive tried to explain why i dont but it(b) never sinks in with him !!!!!(b) ive asked him to come walking with me to help me excercise and i always get the same response .... i will later... and then later never hapens. going to the gym has never worked for me i cant seem to make myself go to one by myself and stick to it. sorry for ranting i just cant seem to find or do anything that helps!